It was such a double-edge sword because on one aspect, I wanted to tell her everything. I needed someone to vent to about my problems—someone who could possibly understand my fucking struggles and help me through them, but I couldn’t get past that nagging fear of rejection. I didn’t want my Mistress—I didn’t want Bella—to see me in such a poor light. As this fucking weak and pathetic man who didn’t have the courage to stand up to his family or friends and profess the truth of his love for the BDSM lifestyle…regardless of the consequences and where it led him.
Even though I was her sub and will be until the day that she cast me away, I also needed her to see me as more than that. I wanted her to see me as a man that she could one day, possibly, consider being with.
In the end, I wanted Bella to know me more than anything and that need took precedence over my pride.

Edward Cullen ~ Chapter Twenty One




Thursday, December 23, 2010

What the hell is up with James?

"You'll find out sooner than later that you mean nothing to her, and she'll get rid of you like she got rid of me."


James, James, James. That is the million dollar question. What the hell is up with this dude? He shows up out of nowhere and ruins moving in day for Edward, resulting in a punishment, and then he wanders into the twins school.

It seem as though this guy has a long history with Bella and for some reason things ended badly, and can't seem to let go.

Was he a previous Sub?

Maybe a past boyfriend?

At this point it could actually be a bit of both....

A lot of you are asking this of me in almost every review and I do promise to reveal it to you very soon. The good news is that the truth may not be all that surprising.

Until then Dommella Lovers xx
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