It was such a double-edge sword because on one aspect, I wanted to tell her everything. I needed someone to vent to about my problems—someone who could possibly understand my fucking struggles and help me through them, but I couldn’t get past that nagging fear of rejection. I didn’t want my Mistress—I didn’t want Bella—to see me in such a poor light. As this fucking weak and pathetic man who didn’t have the courage to stand up to his family or friends and profess the truth of his love for the BDSM lifestyle…regardless of the consequences and where it led him.
Even though I was her sub and will be until the day that she cast me away, I also needed her to see me as more than that. I wanted her to see me as a man that she could one day, possibly, consider being with.
In the end, I wanted Bella to know me more than anything and that need took precedence over my pride.

Edward Cullen ~ Chapter Twenty One




Tuesday, May 31, 2011

That Bitch Victoria

Bitch with a capital B



I decided that I would do a post on my newest villain, Victoria Pierce. She makes her first appearance in chapter 21 of CBLW and boy does she come in blazing. Right away there is a huge misunderstanding and Bella assumes that Victoria was Edward's Mistress at one time? 

There really isn't much that is known about this Redheaded siren, but what is known is very sketchy. In the beginning of the story, she is mentioned briefly by Edward when he explains his appreciation for the new nanny, Alice, who had replaced Victoria...

What in the world?  She used to be the nanny to Masen and Anthony?!

It's learned that Victoria is a Dominatrix and who's has recently taken on James as her new submissive. Bella's ex-flame...

Let the insanity ensue.

There is so much more to learn of this newest player in the story and as wild has her hair, Victoria is going to leave quite the bitchy impression...




"You've trained him well, Bella," she continued, sounding pleased. "He's literally bound and gagged by his loyalty for you…but it makes me wonder. Is he always this quiet and submissive or does he actually let loose, screaming out in pain from all of the pleasure?"



Her fiery role in the story is just getting started and I can tell you that she'll continue to sashay her way into Bella's and Edward's life, causing nothing but havoc at every turn.

Until Then Dommella lovers~

Friday, May 20, 2011

The Only Time ~ Bella's POV





Here's a video I put together one night. I was pretty much blocked and needed a creative outlet...so, you get this. It's Nine Inch Nails 'The Only Time' for the Pretty Hate Machine album. I don't own any of the song nor am I making a profit off this video. It was for fun and I thought the song fit perfectly.

Enjoy ;)

Till then Dommella Lovers